My has time flown. I've been putting it off and putting it off and finally somehow, after yet another reminder from a friend, I've made my way back here. Not as if it's like I have any obligation to update you with the quasi insightful/interesting/daily ongoings of my life, but oh well. It's high time.

Many days I wanted to write something but it just didn't seem of enough substance. There was that half-assed entry that I started to write about the downfall of the teaching profession and how people who can't form coherent sentences shouldn't even THINK of entering into the teaching field - no matter what kind of shortage there is. It started out something like this..."I have this developmental psych professor - Euguene. He makes me want to never attend class (one of the few I thought I would enjoy). He manages to meander through the topic just brazing upon the surface yet never saying anything of enough substance to take notes on. The only things he actually does write are words like "oak tree" - and remember this is a psych class." Yeah that was a thrilling entry...

I wanted to talk about my newfound love for the city, but everytime I tried to sit down and type out something the love had faded and was replaced with the sirens and helicopters, the jackhammer's reminding me of the continual construction, the on-comming cars, and who could forget the small, petite, beautiful girls that walk around here in their tight-ass black pants like it was a fashion runway. SO yeah that wasn't happening.

Some days have been hard for me lately and my reserves have been low but it's a day-by-day basis sort of things and today ended up to be a pretty good one. I even found a great new outreach program that works with Children's Hospital. And I'm planning to start rush tomorrow. I KNOW I KNOW...it's really not me...but this is going to be a whole year about trying new things. I will learn from them , I will grow, I will become a better side of me.

RIOGHT...we'll see how long that lasts - and how long I can stand all the bitchy girls that are pledging with me. At least right now it seems like a good track to start on. How's that entry for ya?