So I freaked out today.

Yeah...it was a solid half hour in freak out mode. Actually though, it was a conscious decision on my part. For a change I actually forced myself to think about what grad schools I might be applying to and cities that I could be relocating to.

I realize, a little too late, that I don't know what I want anymore..in terms of anything really.

I don't have solid plans for the future (and DON'T tell me that no other senior does, because that's bullshit) and haven't really invested much time as of late in efforts to figure that out. This blanket statement of "no plans" includes a lack of grad schools and jobs that I plan to apply to, a lack of cities that I want to live in (at least I might have narrowed it to a city), a lack of people that I know will be near me...

As much as I wish I could just tuck it away until the absolute last minute, I know that I actually have to devote some time to work these things out...

...nd I promise I will...tomorrow.