I guess that it all comes down to values and the worth you place on various things in life. There was a time when I placed more value on success and milestone accomplishments than on health, friends and family, and just pure happiness. I have never really cared too much about the money, although I suppose I've never really had to. And I while my family hasn't always been the easiest to deal with, they've always been there for good or for bad.

I don't know, I just find myself doubting where I've come lately. Who I've become and what I'm doing with my life. Sometimes I feel as if I'm still that scared little girl growing up afraid of most things I encountered.